Random Update

 So I figured it was time for a random update since I finally decided to look and see what my last entry said.  Just so everyone knows Chris and I are no longer together nor have we been since around the last time I updated this.  It's quite a long story.

So It's wonderful senior year!!!!  yay!  and things are going quite nicely.  i have the most awesome friends and family that have been there for me.  my youth group has rocked out quite nicely the past few weeks since we started back up.  And just incase Josh reads this I want to let everyone know I have thee coolest, most awesome fall ball and prom date out there!  lol.  no really he is quite awesome.  he's one of my best friends so i know i'll have fun.  I love all my classes at school i must admit.  I don't have an issue with any teacher except maybe that Jerry Pegg guy.  haha.  No I'm just kinding.  Jerry's too cool to teach at LH though.

okay well I don't know what to write which is the main reason I haven't updated in almost 6 months.  Oh before I leave you all I just wanted to say I got a job at the Boston Beanery.  Y'all should come visit!

Bye!

So I haven't written in here for a quite some time now.  I have really been slacking a lot lately on a lot of things.  Like right now I should be working on my notecards for my research paper for Turosak but nope I'll procrastinate like the best of them.  Actually I'm quite the procrastinator.  This weekend was Easter weekend and nothing much happened except for my funn trip with Lauren.  Actually it was our trip.  We went to see her loserface.  However we missed the exit, but nonetheless we came through and got there.  Go Us!  Lauren I can't wait til this weekend sweetheart.  Saturday I spent at my gram's house with my uncle, and he took me to dinner, then I saw my aunt and uncle whom I haven't seen in 14 years, and wow they didn't even recognize me at all.  Of course I don't think I would have recognized them either.  Yesterday was Easter and nothing much went on.  Bryan and Jen came over for dinner.  Yay for them!  They make my life.  And Teddy called me at 11:49PM Saturday night so that he could be the first to wish me happy easter and he was.  It was such a nice message.  After Bry and Jen left my mom and I went to see my cousin Dana.  Today I've been avoiding my paper and trying to see the boyfriend since he leaves for Iraq Saturday.  Everyone please keep him in your prayers that he and all the other troops are safe and that they return home safely.  Well speaking of the boy I told him I'd call at 3, then I'm definately going to work on these 250 notecards.

Bye everyone and I apologize for the lack of updation.

-Whitney Rae

<33 Christopher <33

Hey all.  Well this weekend was alright then it got interesting.  Friday night I went to Bryan's gram's viewing.  I met Jen's parents and grandparents too.  They are all very nice.  That was over at 9 but I didn't leave til about quarter after.  When I got home I talked on the phone for a bit, then went to bed.  Woke up at 7 Saturday morning and got ready for the funeral.  Went there, and cried when they played the song "Who you'd be today".  It reminded me of JD.  TJ showed up and I talked to him for a bit before he had to leave.  Then we(Bryan, Jen, and myself) got in my car and went to Greenridge Memorial Park place.  Bryan drove back to the funeral home to get his car.  I came home changed my clothes and went down Dawson for that after lunch thingy.  Food was good.  I took Daisy home after that, then stayed for like a half hour, came home.  Got into a huge fight with my father, walked out of my house and just started walking down the railroad tracks, eventually decided to turn around and come home.  Got home, ate a bit, then went back to Bryan's.  I was there til 9:30 then I brought the Jeep home and him and Jen picked me up for all night bowling.  Wow!  That's some crazy times with those people.  It was really funn.  Al, JB, Mike, Joe, John, Jen, Bryan, Jeremy, and myself went.  After bowling I came home and showered and went to bed.  Woke up and went to the races yesterday morning.  Chelsey and I hung out for a bit until she had to leave for work.  Corey got 37th overall and 14th in his class.  So that was good because there were tons of people at that race.

Now I'm sick so I'm going to go soak in the jacuzzi and go back to bed and maybe eat some soup.  I don't know.  If I can swallow it.

Love you all!

-Whitney Rae

Love you Chris!

Hey everyone.  Sorry for my slacking on the updating, things have just been oh so hectic lately.  A kidd from my school who was my friend was killed in a motorcycle accident and my friend Bryan's gram died the same night so I've been dealing with that.

Nothing much has happened other than that.  School has been school.  The PSSA's are next week and I'm dreading them.  I had an AP Bio test today and I'm praying that I passed it or else I'm dead meat.  I also had a test in Pre-Calc and it was pretty simple though our class got interrupted for a mock tornado drill.  Then the re-test for the vocab. quiz was today, and I think I did a lot better.  At least I hope.  I better have.

Well there's not much worth writing about.  I'm going to go see if I can find a ride to the viewing for Bryan's gram if not I'll go tomorrow as long as I can find my way there.  TJ is coming home so maybe he'll come over and let me follow him out.  I don't know.

Bye all!

-Whitney Rae

R.I.P. JD Phillips and Bryan's Gram. . . you are forever loved and never forgotten!

Father, hear my prayer
I need the perfect words
Words that he will hear
And know they're straight from You
I don't know what to say
I only know it hurts
To see my only friend slowly fade away

So maybe this time I'll speak the words of life
With Your fire in my eyes
But that old familiar fear is tearing at my words
What am I so afraid of?

Chorus:
'Cause here I go again
Talkin 'bout the rain
And mulling over things that won't live past today
And as I dance around the truth
Time is not his friend
This might be my last chance to tell him
That You love Him
But here I go again, here I go again

Lord, You love him so, You gave Your only Son
If he will just believe; he will never die
But how then will he know what he has never heard
Lord he has never seen mirrored in my life

This might be my last chance to tell him
That You love him
This might be my last chance to tell him
That You love him
You love him, You love him

What Am I so afraid
What am I so afraid
What am I so afraid of?
How then will he know
What he has never heard

-Casting Crowns